I spent some time with Fuzzy Angel today. I was in Mediacorp, and she was about to end her shift...so I thought, hey why not right.
That's all I have to say for today...
thought out by marianah at 7:56 AM
Went to Hafez's shoot yesterday. Masturah Ahmad was there, I'm always very pleased to see her, she's such a delight.
I'm still tired from the week's work. Very tired. Don't expect me to think much aight.
All I need is some quiet time alone for a while.
Yes...Hafez and Hida..."At the end of the day.........." hahah
thought out by marianah at 8:45 PM
I have to settle my security pass at Mediacorp by today...
*Yawn*
*Yawns*
*Yawn again..*
I just want to stay in bed, and eat.
A lot.
thought out by marianah at 7:10 PM
Don't pick up the phone, don't make me bleed
Don't see me hope, don't watch me sleep.
My prayers won't work, your words don't heal,
My heart just love, and yours don't feel.
thought out by marianah at 3:50 AM
I'm alone in here now, -well not exactly alone, but alone on the first level. Everyone has left for meetings.
This one song will always remind me of Imran. I dunno why, call it romantic or whatever, but it never struck me in that sense ever. Its now on Swee Poh's playlist and since she's out, I put it on repeat. It kinda makes me feel he's here with me.
You know, it's amazing how music can really affect you in so many ways. I remembered crying my eyes out a few years back when Sugar Ray's 'Fall Apart' is playing. Or Gabrielle 'Rise' makes me miss Fuzzy so much. Or how "Across the Universe" will instantly play this vivid image of me sitting in front of my computer chatting gleefully.
And now this song stir this immensely deep and beautiful feeling in me. Its actually something I've kept to myself for a while, and I shan't keep it any longer...I'm so at peace now.
Today we took a walk up the street
We picked a flower, we climbed the hill above the lake
And secrets founds, we said a lot
We watched the faces in the clouds,
Untill the clouds are blown away.
Were we ever somewhere else
You know it's hard to say
And I never saw blue like that before
Across the sky, around the world
you've given me all you have and more
And no one else is ever show me how
To see the world the way I see it now
how I , I never saw blue like that
I can't belive a month ago I was alone, I didn't know
I haven't seen, I heard your name
and even now I'm so amazed it's like a dream
it's like a rainbow, it's like the rain
and somethings are the way they are
and words just can't explain
And it feels like now
and it feels always
and it feels like coming home -Shawn Colvin, Never Saw Blue Like That
thought out by marianah at 2:45 AM
I love Episode 2!
But honestly speaking from my point of view, I think they should really had casted a less scrawny, high-school-Romeo material Anakin Skywalker.
For crying out loud, who can actually fall madly in love with (and marry) a Jedi like that??
And check out the way he said "I'm sorry, ma lady" to Padme Amidala - it's just dripping with an unbelievably obstrusive American high-school-Romeo material accent.
But Obi Wan Kenobi-kins is just a totally different case. If I was Padme, I would be throwing myself into his arms instead. One should not be bothered by his unkempt facial hair, because this Jedi is just exuding with charm and everything nice. And yes, his visibly clear,confident words made me believe he actually IS a Jedi off- screen. Much to Imran's annoyance, I let out little "Woahs!" "Ahhs!" "Oohs!" whenever Obi Wan grace the screen. I love you Ewan Mc.. -oops, I mean..I love you Obi Wan Kenobi!!
And yes, of course, Natalie Portman is oh so lovely that I feel like fixing her with my brother.
thought out by marianah at 12:49 AM
Gonna watch Star Wars tonight. Yea!
Met Shaiful, Farah, Ravin on Mon...had a nice dinner at Crepes and Cream. Join later by Lydia, Shaan, Jonathan..and of course..the magnificent Hafez and the charming Shahreil..(and his friend).
I'm feeling shallow today..can't think too well. Sponsorship has been taking a toll on me. Now praying that Starhub will give a positive nod.
I'm in love, but I'm not loving right now.
Bye
thought out by marianah at 8:25 PM
Eu! This is..like..ah....so not me!
thought out by marianah at 3:01 AM
It's back to Monday.
My weekend was good. I was at the Big Walk yesterday with Imran,and honestly, it was quite an experience. But like everything else, it does have the good and bad things.
Good Things:
-It was my first ever Big Walk I attended. Was very excited, couldn't sleep well.
-Imran and I had a good time on the bus while trying to get there, despite the ungodly hour.
-The start of the walk: We saw a bunch of Liverpool fanatics, all dressed to the right motto with banners, and flags and lots of smiles.
-Nobody, and I mean nobody, was showing any groggy morning faces. Everyone was just dying to walk.
-Got a goodie bag each, and some discount vouchers for unecessary things.
-People around us were an interesting, fun lot.
*We saw a Japanese-looking 3 year old girl, wearing a bright blue bikini, with a neon orange paper fan in hand, casually fanning
herself as she walked.
*As part of trying to promote a seafood restaurant, a bunch of them each pushed a trolley that carries a huge, living black lobster.
*A man was covered with huge flowers over his head and body, and tonnes of Vitagen bottles.
*A young lady, probably with the intention of spreading music to the ones around her, was pushing a cart with a cd player on it,
blasting with the sound of Oasis.
*2 Jedi Knights!! They were completely dressed as such from the tiny pigtails, right to the shoes and ight sabers.
*And the coolest of all: a small band(I think I calculated six), just with drums, whistles and such, were playing their instruments
and dancing their way through the walk.They were wearing T-shirts with 'HeartBeat' printed on them, and I kept pulling Imran to
walk along side with them just to see them play.
The Bad Side:
*I was wearing jeans. Big mistake.
*People kept stepping at my shoes.
*My bag got too heavy, so I gave some load over to Imran. To which he kindly took and put into his bag. I bet his backpack felt
as if theres an overweight six-year old in there.
*The sun got a bit merciless later. I got burnt.
*Almost at the end of the race, with no more water left in in my bottle, I started to drag myself. Imran, to my annoyance, was walking
as if he was a superhero,and was pulling me along, saying, "Come on! Push your limits!"
But it was a good experience.
Later that night, I went night cycling with my sister. It's been a while since I was at East Coast.
thought out by marianah at 8:27 PM