It's half past-nine..
Gosh, I'm so sleeepy...
Imran just called...I'm supposed to meet him and go cycling around the neighbourhood.
Lucky me if I can keep my eyes open while pedalling.
thought out by marianah at 6:31 PM
Oh, lovely lovely day.
I guess the fact that I'm wearing a neon pink cardigan might actually had something to do with it.
And yes..it's my fav day. FRIDAY.
I came to work, and make my usual rounds of calls, and suddenly, almost by luck, all the recording companies picked up my call. Well, it might not be a big deal to you, but it will be after weeks of rejections.
And then again, I smell nice today. I really knew I smelt nice today. Thanks to Zein's and Hafiz's gift of 'Miracle' to me...which, I might add, came in shiny pink packaging.
Link and I had some really good laughs during a cigarette break at the back alley.
And I had a good laugh with Karen during coffee making too.
And I found out that Hong Kong director, Fruit Chan, has this well-acclaimed film called...Durian-durian. during a research today.
And I had a wonderful-wonderful time with Imran today. We had a simple dinner at Lau Pa Sat...and somehow I suspect those vendors might add some illegal substances in what they're selling, cos we went home laughing and high.
And yes...I highlighted my head...but no no, it's not pink.
thought out by marianah at 11:41 AM
Things are looking better now.
Pay's in, and at least I got my bills covered.
You know, it's true what everybody says...Money's not everything. It's not happiness.
But it sure leads to all of them.
There are times when I tend to say how much I hate money (that's usually when I'm lack of it). But come to think of it..I don't.
I just don't.
I love money, I love the thought of having loads of money. I love the fact of having loads of money. But I just don't love money more than I love love.
Shea Seger's playing on the radio. This song always gets me singing along to it.
"So there..you've got me in your clutch again..
So there. So there..
I love your touch, and that vodoo you do so well.
It got me spinning around and round."
Sexy, isn't it? I actually feel like dancing..hah.
thought out by marianah at 1:52 AM
Its 10.30am and i just woke up.
Not feeling too good health-wise...taking an mc for today.
This sucks.
thought out by marianah at 7:25 PM
You are the Marilyn Monroe Barbie! You have a natural charisma and love attention. You want to entertain the world and people are drawn to your personality. On the other hand, you could also move to Los Angeles to become an aspiring actress/singer and eventually die hungry and alone, thinking that no one will ever see your talent. Ahh, well. You win some, you lose some.
Gosh...I must be that bored, I suppose..
thought out by marianah at 1:05 AM
Rina always call me up for the weirdest things.
She calls me up to ask if I'm busy, to which I said not really (*lie lie*)
She asked me if I could remember *** who used to have a crush on me, and I said 'yes'.
She told me she met him at Arab Street, in an arab shop...hmm.
She said...he's starting to look like a lebai-lebai type.
Hmmm.
thought out by marianah at 11:50 PM
I use to want to be someone that I dream about… someone who drives a car, (not a Lexus or BMW) but just…a car. Someone who goes for manicures, (and pedicures, maybe) every Saturday afternoon. Someone who has lots of money to spare to anyone, to any busker on the street. Someone who’s kind-hearted, who speaks only the good truth. Someone who smells nice, who’s neat, who’s organized. Someone who spent the Sundays with families, treating them to a good dinner. Someone who treats her significant other like a prince. Someone who treats her friends like there are no others.
Someone who’s not really me. But someone I just so wish I could be. Maybe I’m being too idealistic.
After all, it’s only a dream, right?
thought out by marianah at 11:44 PM
My company has a new catch phrase..
"Dig out every dollar, From every possible sponsor"
Muah hah ha.. My business director came up with that. We are currently chasing after companies to sponsor for the China Film Festival that we're organising, and that's exactly what I've been doing.
I've been arguing too much. I've been waiting too much. I've been impatient. I've been patient. I've been very unpretty. I've been having quiet times.
Somehow, as weird as it is..the more silent we become, the more we love. Well, at least that's exactly how I felt.
I really miss him.
I don't know if it's a good thing that things are the way they are now, but I wish I could do something about it.
But like he said, “Sorry is a powerful word.”
It’s been a strange day for me. I need a good cry.
'If you ask me,
I’d say it’s strange
How you can love someone
And still want them to change
We’re all dreamers
Sometimes we go too far
When you want the best for someone
You can push too far
So wish me well
Love me as I am
Dream for me
But try to understand
Because I love you I do the best I can
So wish me well
And love me as I am
If you ask me I’d say it’s true
Pleasing everyone can get you so confused
One direction is hard enough to go
And sometimes you gotta get there on your own
So wish me well
Love me as I am
Dream for me
But try to understand
Because I love you I do the best I can
So wish me well
And love me as I am
Wish me well
Love me as I am
Dream for me
But try to understand
Because I love you I do the best I can
So wish me well
And love me as I am' - Wish Me Well from Fame
thought out by marianah at 8:23 AM
Arguements arguements arguements...
That's all i've been doing lately..
Argh I just hate it. I just really hate the sick, stabbing feeling after arguing. You're hurt, sad, upset and all the things that are not-so nice..
thought out by marianah at 4:31 AM